Time to become an astronaut then. Where’s your ambition?!

Maybe you did, do you remember anything from before you were born?

I’m going to be dog piled for this comment but have a preemptive “fly off” for your contrarian opinion.

I didn’t ask to be born and yet I was. My father made his life mission to screw mine. Turned me into a very angry and authority distrusting individual. My mother died when I was young.

Could have turned to crime, drugs, despair, anything else. Instead opted to find a way to manage all that anger. It’s a life consuming task.

Found a way to disconnect myself of the cause of my misery. Found people I could relate too. Found someone to love. Created my own family.

Is it hard? Yes, it is. It’s tiresome. It’s a never ending struggle. Sometimes I want to sit down and cry. Cry myself to numbness, until I faint. But I don’t. I’m here, so the world has to deal with me.

Spoiler

Someone is going to post about how it’s all “god”

Someone is going to tell you to look for professional help

Someone is going to mention US politics

If we destroy the Government and get rid of money and change everything about society… Maybe it would be OK?

You don’t have to be here. Go to Mars