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    This hit me more than a decade ago but the realization that nobody really knows what they’re doing. Most people wing it their entire lives.

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      This one, everyone is winging it, and hopefully you get enough smart people in a room together they can come up with a solution.

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      I was watching Peep Show recently and at one point Mark says “The world’s just people walking around, going in to rooms and saying things.” and that’s the most succinct description of how the world works I think.

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    How fast time passes. Years pass very quickly now and the view of the end is approaching faster than I would like.

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      You didn’t ask for advice, but please consider journaling or writing a personal blog. I find that the time passes faster because I have fewer novel experiences as I get older. If I put a dedicated effort into remembering what was unique about my recent days, it feels like I live more of them.

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        Yeah I’m guessing this has to be why time feels to pass faster. When you’re growing, there are so many milestones and rapid changes from ages 0 to maybe 22. Beyond that, everything is the same until you die. That’s an interesting way to make it longer.

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      Each time period (week, year etc) is a smaller proportion of your life.

      Anything that happened when I was much younger can’t be resolved easily to the nearest year, unless I can identify a specific immutable event like a specific birthday.

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        I’ve found making playlists based on music releases from each year helps with this… for me I can almost immediately remember a year or time period just by hearing a song

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          Quite a few tracks - does one say that anymore? - I am convinced are 1980s are actually 1990s. I’m Gen X so I should be getting that distinction right!

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            You can just use the songs you listened to most in a given year too. Assuming you’re mainly listening to old music, my original suggestion probably won’t work.

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    Mentally, I still feel like I am the same person as back when I was a teenager, until I actually meet some real teenagers and thought “oh, they are a bunch of children.”, and then “wait, was I actually as immature as them when I was a teen? That’s not the way I remembered it.”

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      Exactly! When I was younger I wasn’t that immature and stupid… Thinks back to when I was younger. OH! Shit. Yes I was.

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    The toll of core life events. Having a child, taking care of elderly grandparents/parents. I thought it would be easier. Not easy but “he’s not heavy; he’s my brother” kind of easier. Maybe it’s me, but it feels like I’m constantly running on empty. Caregiver burnout is a real beast.

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      Yes, being someone’s caregiver can burn you out in ways you didn’t know you could get burnt out. I’ve had the unfortunate experience of being in two end-of-life care giver situations for immediate family in my life and I still haven’t fully realized the complete toll that has had on me.

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      I’m constantly telling my wife that I feel like I’ve been in emergency red alert mode for the past year and a half and the idea of another child just frightens me. You want to do this shit again? This has been the worst experience of my life. She keeps saying the next one won’t be special needs but I’m good, no more kids for me, divorce me and marry someone else if you need to do that.

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        Man, that hurts. Even minor needs can make parenting double difficult in a world designed now for both parents working. I hope it gets better.

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    Each additional decade of age seems half as long as the previous one was.

    0-10 took forever

    10-20 took 20 years

    20-30 took 10 years

    30-40 took 5 years

    I’m 40 and it feels like 50 is next year already.

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      Dude, retirement is where it’s at. I retired early and it’s amazing. It took sacrifices (modest home, aggressively paying off mortgage, no fancy cars) but it’s so worth it. Most people don’t take good enough care of themselves and by the time they retire they no longer have their health. :(

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    How “not old” everything is. I’m not old, but when I was young I thought people my age were at the general end of one’s life. People also are surprisingly clueless.

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      Same idea but in, perhaps, a different sense:

      When I was young, landing on the moon and the US war with Vietnam were all “in the past” and when I was young everything “in the past” had equal weighting and distance from my existence.

      As I get older, I look back on things with the perspective of equidistance, time-wise, from my birth (or sometimes from ~adulthood) and events within that ever growing range start feeling like “not that long ago”

      • The Vietnam war ended only 3 years before I was born!
      • Apollo 11 was less than a decade before I was born. I’ve experienced that 9 year timespan three times in conscious memory and five times in my life.
      • Even WWII is closer to my birth than I am.
      • Heck, even the Great Depression was just starting to recover.

      The older I get, the more recent everything seems.

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        I relate very much with you on this comment.

        It’s bizarre to me these days to really realize and contemplate how close events like WW2, Kennedy’s assassination, the moon landing, Woodstock, etcetera actually all were to my birth.

        But as a child and even into my early 20s most of those events felt like practically an eternity away.

        It really puts it into perspective when I think about the fact that I moved out of my parents’ home and started working full time over 30 years ago…

        First saw the Grateful Dead in concert over 30 years ago… They’d already been performing for over 25 years at that point and seemed like such a massive juggernaut that had just sort of always been around.

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        when I was young everything “in the past” had equal weighting and distance from my existence.

        As a young person I relate to this feeling. Sometimes I forget how close to my birth some historical events were. Like, 9/11 was just a couple years before my birth, and the end of the USSR was closer to my birth than I am (and by quite a margin). Which… to me, the USSR feels very much “in the past”.

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    I think seeing how fast many people turn into people they would not have liked when they were younger. It’s probably part of growing up but many people seem to not remember what they wanted to do better than their parents.

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      This is painful. My wife’s friend turned into her (wife’s) mother, the person who she previously claimed she most hated. In this individual’s case it’s that when she had kids she stopped caring about doing better.

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        For me it was the opposite. I remember one day, when i had only one very young child, that i sounded like my mother. That was the incentive to turn it around. It was hard work and there was no internet yet to give me advice.

        Also, when my kids were in their teens i found it very helpful when i read a brochure about triple p parenting. I could not join them for a course, but the tip that changed a lot was; complimenting my kids instead *for good behavior *of berating them when they did something that was not ‘good’. The results were really good and i felt happier in the process, because it was much nicer to compliment my kids instead of hearing yourself being annoyed when they did something ‘bad’.

        Edited to add a clarification, in italics

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          I’m not sure I get it, maybe because I’m not a native speaker. So you said something like ‘Great job buddy, that was very much not good!’?

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            No, i started focusing on the things they did well, instead of focusing on the negative. It’s quite easy to only see which behavior is not acceptable and focus on that. But if kids do something positive, it’s easy to take it for granted, instead of for instance complimenting them. In other words, my perspective changed.

            If i look at my parents; they were always punishing me and if i behaved in a way they liked, they would say nothing, because that is the way i had to be. So, in their eyes it was normal to behave and that did not need to be complimented. So, their focus was exclusively on punishment, no rewards.

            Hope this makes a bit more sense (not a native speaker either)

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              Thanks that makes a lot more sense. I try to strike a balance, but focusing on the positive sounds gold. I’ll give it a try.

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            Praise vs criticism. So on balance more noticing and complimenting of the good they do, over criticizing their bad actions. Actually a lot more effective than criticism, in fact some schools purposefully ignore bad behaviour (within reason) while emphasizing praise for good behaviour.

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          My kids are quite young still but I’ve been using a philosophy of both carrot and stick with my threenager and toddler. Reward good behavior first, punish bad behavior when that doesn’t work

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      I can see how life has brought out deep compassion in me. But I imagine my younger self would hate me and think of me as a pushover who is not enjoying life, basically a loser who wasn’t radical enough.

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      My friends a GP in the UK and they’ve said there’s been an increasing amount of people come in for “tiredness”.

      It’s probably more about the state of this world rather than your age

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        Yeah you’re not wrong.

        I feel like I can’t get ahead. Always running. Hell, I even do well for myself, good job and income. There’s always “just one more [X]”. And then we die.

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    I’ve only gotten MORE healthy and strong.

    My sex drive hasn’t gone down like media tells me

    Retirement is a fantasy

    When I look at homeless people I think 'that could be me in 4 months if I miss 2 weeks of work.

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      My ‘resolution’ this year was to be ruder to people. I’ve spent my whole adult life feeling obliged to be chronically nice and polite at all times. It’s definitely the right position to take generally but sometimes a little bit of rudeness is warranted. I don’t have to let old people at the bus stop talk at me rather than with me; I can tell them to fuck off if they’re being bigoted or obnoxious. I don’t have to let the pharmacist condescend to me when I was right about my prescription being ready; I can say ‘I told you so’, no matter how childish it might be.

      The I-don’t-give-a-fuck attitude has done wonders for my mental health

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        Same. If I hear you say out loud some anti-lgbtq crap you read on Facebook I’m calling you out, and I don’t need to be a prick about it, but condescension goes a long way.

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      I’ve acquired this recently and it’s made work a lot easier to deal with.

      I’ve realised nobody ever gets fired in the company I work in (and I would 100% take the severance package if offered redundancy). I’ve spent 8 years being a team player, giving extra hours for nothing, and becoming one of the most knowledgeable people in the world for our system, only to be given a middle finger of a raise after a 6month fight (in which I was told almost immediately they’d take care of me and I’d be happy with it.

      Well. Fuck them and their 7.5%.

      Ill take the minimal amount of extra cash but as far as I’m concerned that’s SOME of my back pay for the efforts over the last 8 years. I am putting 10% effort into my job and 90% into finding a new one now (which will come with another 5% for a sideways move anyway).

      A few years ago I wouldn’t be able to stop myself trying to please everyone even after all that, it’s so refreshing being able to turn off that switch which says I should care about my job. All it took was nearly a decade of mistreatment before realising they didn’t give a shit about me…

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    The thought of dying gains more optimism because you get more and more fatigued by people and their bullshit. The toxicity, self-entitlment, tribalism, narcissism, hate… There’s enough of them out there to just ruin it all enough that it gets exhausting and saddening. I figure by my old age, I’ll be happy with checking out.

    If there’s an afterlife and it has to be shared with people of Earth again, I’ll be so pissed off.

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    How much older people “don’t know fuck about fuck”.

    As youngling I thought elder know something and I believed them.

    Now I know they didn’t know anything, same as me and my friends don’t.

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      This is the reason my wife and I will admit we don’t know to our kiddo. When possible we explain how we can find out. Growing up without a sense of how being older actually is has been wild.

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    The fact that I continue to grow older. I’ve had multiple horrifically potentially fatal health issues that should have killed me decades ago but I’m still here and somehow healthier. Wtf.

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      So agreed. Living on includes facing death. It’s kinda confusing, this strong idea we have of The End. Reality is we get to think its over many times before it is.

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    How much disdain I have for change (“they are just making it worse!”) aka grumpy old man syndrome

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      If it was around before you were born, it’s perfectly natural.

      If it was invented when you were younger than 10, it’s new, cool, and exciting.

      Invented between ages 10 and 25? Innovative.

      Between 25 and 40? Silly to replace something that was working fine.

      Over 40? The work of the Devil!!

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      Many things are really just getting worse, though.

      I’m in my 20s, I love new stuff, and am excited for new technologies…

      But the stuff that existed for the last 5-10 years? Yeah, they’re just getting objectively worse. From social media, to Google, to basically almost anything that private companies control.

      Not everything is getting worse, but enough are that it may be difficult to discern at times.

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      I work in IT. I tell everyone once I retire all the electronics are gone and I’ll be on my front porch shaking my fist at the clouds.

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      Honestly, this one sometimes surprises me too.

      Like, I’m okay with it… I’ve accepted being the grumpy old man but it still surprises me how often it feels like my default state the older I get.