I just want the pain to end. I did everything I was told. I studied hard. Got good grades, went to good schools. Still I cannot seem get a fug_ing job. I am just fuc_ing lonely. Fucked up my social skills for school. Now look at me, begging for help that doesn’t exist because I live in piece of shit world where empathy only exists in fiction.

In retrospect, I don’t even have hope left.

I guess, this is all I have left. This is it.

  • fckreddit@lemmy.mlOPEnglish
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    8 months ago

    I have been working on a project fairly regularly. It’s there at: github.com/lokitkhemka/jetFramework

    I have been going jogging 4 times a week for 6 months now. It doesn’t help. It never does. I also read fairly regularly, almost every night. Life doesn’t improve in this p.o.s world, despite working your butt off.