I just want the pain to end. I did everything I was told. I studied hard. Got good grades, went to good schools. Still I cannot seem get a fug_ing job. I am just fuc_ing lonely. Fucked up my social skills for school. Now look at me, begging for help that doesn’t exist because I live in piece of shit world where empathy only exists in fiction.
In retrospect, I don’t even have hope left.
I guess, this is all I have left. This is it.
Thanks for that. It is true that I want the life as I know it to end. I can’t just figure out how. I am stuck in this limbo, where I can’t seem to change who I am or my circumstances. And I don’t like who I am at all.