I just want the pain to end. I did everything I was told. I studied hard. Got good grades, went to good schools. Still I cannot seem get a fug_ing job. I am just fuc_ing lonely. Fucked up my social skills for school. Now look at me, begging for help that doesn’t exist because I live in piece of shit world where empathy only exists in fiction.
In retrospect, I don’t even have hope left.
I guess, this is all I have left. This is it.
The world is indeed a busted place. But YOU are incredible. Life is gorgeous and all around you in an impossible number of flavors and variations. If this shit world ever gives you a breath to indulge in it, I recommend. It doesn’t have to be elaborate or expensive. It doesn’t even have to be outside.
You, yourself, are the only you there will ever be. And I know you’re incredible. Please be patient until you learn that too.
I find it rather hard to indulge when all I can feel is pain. Thank you, though.