Also have bipolar, used to walk and run all the time… didn’t help

Ya know what did help? Getting medication and realizing how inappropriate and insane the shit I did when I was either tripping balls on a mania or suffering agony and desiring death in a depression. Now all I can do is try to make amends with anyone I wronged while I wasn’t in my right mind, and try to remember things that I just buried during the wild mood swings.

God, I gotta call my therapist tomorrow there’s no way around it