Seriously no wonder people abuse this stuff. I have gotten so much absolutely back breaking work done today and I’m not even slightly tired. I cleared the rest of the BS blizzard snow from the rest of my driveway (had only shoveled the sidewalk before), plus the curb all the way to the nearest storm drain. I rearanged my living room, reorganized my whole service van, I finally swapped in that new clothes dryer that has been sitting in the garage for a month, and all that is after a full day of physical work. I would have normally been tired 3 times over by now. I’m am resting right now not because I feel like I need to but because I don’t want to accidentally actually cripple myself by acting like I’m superman. If only this stuff didn’t completely destroy your body in the long term.


A lot of people have chronic conditions that won’t be fixed no matter what they eat. I get it’s easy to say stuff like that since a lot of people would benefit from better diet and habits in general, but when you’re extremely ill it gets old really fast to hear even well-meaning advice that’s not helpful.
At one point my guts were so infected I could eat barely anything and lived only on boiled white rice for a while, and I still had motherfuckers ask me had I considered eating more vegetables
That’s exactly my point.