Yep when it hits a bit too strong too quick I go into contemplative mode and start feeling the weight of reality, life, death, what it means to be human, family, the fucked planet and all that jazz. Used to get it real bad with a more fucked up twist like seeing humans like ants or a virus (can’t really explain it better) but now it’s more just about death and stuff… Yepyepyep hope y’all ordered a nice cup of depression this morning. In the end while going over the edge this way sucks once it settles the beneficial aspects come through.