Xmas, new year, valentine’s… Seems like the festivities are there just to remind me how much I failed as an adult man incapable of getting company. It’s been over a decade since I’ve felt this way and nothing changes.
Alcohol and porn has lost its charm over the years.
If I could hibernate through the holidays I would. If I could go one year without my mothers annual holiday threat of suicide, and the ramblings about how nobody loves her. I’d be a lot more excited for the holidays.
Always around if you need to chat, hope it blows over soon and the new year brings some peace and happiness. Happy Holidays Stranger, you got this.