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What do you mean by mirroring each other’s actions?

Also does this have a more romantic quality to it or do you feel it with friends too for example

Thank you! :) I just hope I don’t bother him… cause I’m afraid he can tell I’m attracted and being that I’m not sure about him reciprocating… I don’t want him to feel forced to be nice or something

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It’s not even rejection, which terrifies me anyway… But just imagining going out with him (or anyone really) I panic, I’m afraid something could go wrong and I would spiral down the black hole again (happened badly once). It’s about me mostly and I don’t know how to deal with it. Because of course I don’t want to deny myself dates forever