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Trans girl in her late 20s
World is confusing, and so am confused
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Cake day: July 11th, 2025
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Hey ! Haven’t posted in some time here… last time it was about my fear of regretting transitioning and being sure of who I am. I’m pretty sure now, I have been on hormones for like 6-7months (since september), I love the changes to my body, my mood, my mind… But, I went out “as fem” to see if I could stomach being “full time” as they said.
<TW feelings of transphobia>
And the looks. They’re just so violent. Once the streets I pass are a bit crowded, and people feel authorized to be assholes, and I am not with my friends, the looks are… just wearing me down. I know I don’t pass 100% but they make me feel like a monster. They are looks meant to pierce me from end to end and overspill the uneasiness they have unto me.
So here I am, having worked on my wardrobe, doing hours of voice training, having learned for hours how to do my make up… only for it to feel so so small, to be worth nothing. And I was wondering, honestly, does it get better… ? I feel kinda low at the moment :/
92·1 month agoA Star Slop adventure
I think zombies go under kernel or “root process” by default now
I need to rewatch derry girls so hard
82·2 months agoAll old dudes lmao
What kind of lgbt symbol is that ? Never seen it :c
I don’t get the hate, i think it’s a pretty good song ! Better than somebody i used to know
13·6 months agoYeah and his government lasted 13h
It’s true that seeing the alternative, just forgetting about it all and shove it in a corner of my mind, I would always wonder what had been. Honestly, this is a scary possibility to me, the road just seems so long. When I look into the mirror, no matter how I dress, no matter how I shave, I always see a man trying to be girl… I sincerely hope that HRT will help in all of this, but I’m so scared of the consequences.
Thank you for your reply, I will try journaling it and see what comes out. You’re right, it’s always useful !
Thanks ! That’s reassuring. I thought that after feelings the hormonal effects I would be more set in my decision
Started HRT but i feel so, so scared of what i’m doing. Am i doing this for the right reasons ? Will I be capable of being a woman ? Of transitioning ? Will I regret it ? I get so much doubts lately, it’s making me panic repeatedly… Life is hard right now
1·6 months agoNo that would be the new prime minister
Yeah i dunno abt that one
If the economy is not democratic, it is not a democracy
Don’t take that the wrong way, but I feel like that too when it’s a bit bloated and it may happen when i wake up lmao
Thank you <3