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Cake day: June 10th, 2023

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  • It’s hopeless isn’t it? We complain about destroying the planet and being a horrible species, but both you and I are part of the problem.

    Indulgence is selfish and being selfish is the reason humans have gotten to this point. But everyone’s going to be selfish, so why shouldn’t I be? There’s no hope of the world recovering. Might as well have a metaphorical doomsday party.

    I hope I can have a peaceful death. One without horrible pain and fear leading up to it. Killing myself seems like the best way for that. Instead of dying slowly from disease, I can shoot myself and be gone before the pain starts. But again, the fear of death is so horrible… No matter how much I think about the fact that it’s just nothingness, it’s still terrifying. Before I was born I experienced nothingness, and it was fine. Returning to nothingness would be fine. But I’m so scared despite that

    Sorry that you’ve been through so much









  • I’m starting out as an intern and don’t really know what my boundaries should be. I’m trying to do a lot of stuff so that I seem valuable, and the company will hire me. But I can’t keep up with other things in my life. I know that they’ll probably expect me to keep up the pace once I’m hired full time, but I won’t be able to long-term.

    Slacking off now or setting reasonable expectations would mean I’m less likely to be hired I think.

    But then again, my boss is a really nice and understanding guy. He hasn’t pushed me to work so hard - I did that myself to increase the chances I’ve been hired. Just not really sure what to do.