Today is a good day. I’m feeling talky… what’s going on?
:) glad you’re having a good day!
I’m pretty nervous about life and becoming independent. It seems everybody else has surpassed me and I’m still just trying to figure simple things out. I know envy is the thief of joy, but jfc I feel like I have nothing real going on.
I hope it all pans out because I placed all my eggs in one basket and even though it’s what everybody does, school, sometimes it doesn’t pan out.
Big anxious vibes but I also have a big commitment to uphold and I hope to be the best at what I do when the time comes.
Edit: thank you for asking ❤️
The secret is no one knows what they’re doing. We’re all just winging it. Don’t let anyone fool you. 5 years from now or maybe even a year you’ll look back on this moment with pride.
One of our sisters recently had arrived home by way of airplane from some work-related excursion, and it’s safe to say it… felt worked out well. But on the other hand, lately, I’ve been facing difficulties regarding my academic performance for my first semester on this college course I have chosen myself, most ostensibly, due to over-procastinating and adherence to other hobbies on my part; worse, I simply could not fully coherently talk up to one of my blockmates, or even my profs about my problems, out of a small, intimidating fear, even though our NSTP-CTWS one reassured me everything will still be okay, even if my path veers off a bit wrong towards my desired dreams.
Have you tried seeing someone about this? Like a therapist? It’s been helping me figure things out.
