Thanks, and im glad you were able to make it that far in life, it makes me hopeful. But i don’t know if i can wait for it to get better. Im either living in agony, melancholy or despair and i feel tired and delirious. It definitely doesn’t help that most of the people around me are making it worse. And bipolar and cptsd make me do irrational things and are causng me to be hopeless, i can’t even trust myself. I feel like i desperately need someone or something to help or i will die. idk maybe im overthinking this.
Trans mom here also dealing with BPD. It’s ok to be sad. Things can feel hard, but trust me, they can and will get better.
Thanks, and im glad you were able to make it that far in life, it makes me hopeful. But i don’t know if i can wait for it to get better. Im either living in agony, melancholy or despair and i feel tired and delirious. It definitely doesn’t help that most of the people around me are making it worse. And bipolar and cptsd make me do irrational things and are causng me to be hopeless, i can’t even trust myself. I feel like i desperately need someone or something to help or i will die. idk maybe im overthinking this.