I’m scared to interact on Boost or lemmy or Mastodon or wherever the hell I am because I’m not good at socializing and I feel like my personality is just going to get me kicked off of this here new thing too …and I have honest to goodness PTSD from trying to socialize. I don’t know if I can do the cycle of socializing, kind of getting acquaintances or friends or people that don’t mind talking to me, slowly fading out, and then not having friends again , or people just not talking to me anymore and it’s really stressing me out and I don’t want to get kicked out of anywhere anymore and all I want is some friends and a community and reliability and I’m nothing but a shit show that bothers everyone around me thank you for listening to my ramble the end
Question is, can you handle us being trolls and little shits? You’re not the only one on here who likes to misbehave in an endearing way.
The internet has this funny way of bringing out those sides of people because you’re more anonymous and you get away with it more easily.
No only I’m allowed to be special and unique unfortunately