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The original was posted on /r/sex by /u/MiserableAirport7755 on 2023-07-05 04:46:29+00:00.

I’ve never experienced arousal my entire life. I’ve tried masturbating multiple times but it just doesn’t work for me, I don’t feel anything. I am sexually attracted to men, but when it comes time to actually do it, I don’t feel anything. It doesn’t matter how attractive or experienced the guy is, I just don’t feel any sort or stimulation or pleasure. I literally lie there in silence because I don’t know how to react to feeling nothing. My body is always so shut off that I can’t even have penetrative sex, I never get loose or wet no matter how badly I want to. Every time a guy tries to do it, my entire body gets tense and it doesn’t work or it’s the most intense pain imaginable, like I’m being torn apart. There’s been so many times when I was super into a guy and had the chance to have sex, but my body wouldn’t let me. It never has. It’s come to the point where I’ve sorta given up on pursuing anyone. I don’t even give men the chance to talk to me because I know they’ll be disappointed when they find out my body is basically broken sexually. I have a lot of anxiety and insecurities, I don’t know if that’s a contributing factor. I just wanted to know if anyone else has had a similar experience. It’s so frustrating when everyone around you has normal sex lives and you’re the one whose body doesn’t work.