It took finding six different psychologists over the span of six years, and countless sessions where I tried to explain how sudden my decision can be, how I always get distracted, how eccentric that makes me and how flappy my whole life is and has been, and all the underlying issues, until I finally met one who understood me and had expertise in the field.
Tomorrow, I will starting with a dose 18 mg of Concerta.
It really sucks it has to be this way. This really is true.
I now feel like I can put down my heavy armor, my sword and my shield.
I thought it was gonna be 6 years of attempting to schedule an appointment.
Lmao
Honestly, I gave up a year ago but my fiance told me it was worth fighting one last time. I am very lucky to have her.
Wait, you guys schedule appointments?
No, no, I’m thinking about scheduling them!