So, I am autistic, I dont really have friends except online, and i have a few other diagnoses like suspicion of schizophrenia and suspicion of psychosis. And, about once a year, I start walking down a hallway of insanity, ending in a big multiple day long paranoid attack- where I just lash our at someone and try to ruin their life because of some really insignificant thing. Last time I lashed out at someone because I misunderstood something, and I went down a paranoid spiral where I would try to ruin their life because I thought they wanted to ruin mine.
The time before I lashed out at someone and said that they were conspiring against me.
So, is there any way to prevent this? At least My therapist says I’m ok to go after the next few sessions. Also, I don’t want medication or go to a clinic.
Why do you try to ruin the lives of people who you think are trying to ruin your? Even if it were true, that is reckless and likely to back fire.
Why don’t people with schizophrenia just realise that the thing they’re thinking is not real? Then they wouldn’t need all that medication
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I am saying that if someone is trying to ruin you, ruining them isn’t an effective response.
I think what they are maybe trying to convey is that when you’re lost in the throes of schizophrenia you aren’t exactly operating on valid logic so it’s hard to even realize that you are doing the things that you are doing. If that makes any sense.